I AM

I am a daughter, A sister, A grandaughter, a niece, A cousin and a friend,
I am a partner, A student,
A young girl and a grown woman,
I am confident and scared,
I am terrified and excited,
I am loving and caring,
Yet thoughtful and hopeful.

I am sick and tired,
I am shy and friendly,
Careful and careless,
I am broken yet whole,
I am misunderstood, misguided and Mislead,
I am hardworking and determined,
But a little scared on the inside.

I wish on stars and dream my dreams,
I pray to god and cry my tears,
I smile on the outside while I am dying on the inside,
I listen to others who won't listen to me,
I walk on egg shells and I walk on fire,
I believe in passion But not true love,
I love you yet I push you away,
I want you but not so close,
I am everything and nothing all at once,
and yet,
All I want is for you to love me.